the finale has begun

wat a boring day....jz settle everything n now tomolo os the last day of lecture week n here goes study week n final...Time pass by so fast...seem lik din do anything at all....Dunno wat to do during the study week...Din plan bac KL coz nid to concentrate on my study since my performance is quite bad for previous sem...Haih...many thing happen...happy o sad....seem lik wind pass thru....nothing to talk today..got a bit dizzy...not feel so well..wanted to ajak them yamcha but PM d skill only manage few of them...giving up...try to stay at hostel n hav my personal time.....Hopefully everything will be okey...

First in UTAR..

Today I giv ppl scold...on fb...lantak la dia baca my blog o not...As I hav the rite too say watever i lik..jz lik he did on fb...at least I din shot him bac on fb..I talk to my bloggy bout it...I can tell i seldom(almost none) feel so "uncomfortable" wit ppl or even my fren..as all my fren, i'm fine adapt wit them...
Here the story goes...well i dare to say the truth...His name is Jeremy my coursemate..THIS SEMESTER he have been terminated n required to retake some of the sub in nx sem in order to continue his study..Consider 'HOLIDAY' for tis sem...I'm taking a retake subj where the only class he will go for THIS SEMESTER..Somehow our midterm exam (consist 10%, 3papar) is not conduct on lecture hour..n we hav to plan due to different time subj taken by us...Hence we ad make dicision n confirm the date n time...Since he did o did not come for tat day but we been discussing for some time liao bout midterm...other day i saw him come for practical class...coz we r busy wit d experiment n no time to hav a talk ..I ask him whether he wan to come for the exam...then he say "why i shouldn't come???"...I ma say if he wan i ma tell him d time n date if not then nvm, nothing lo..then his face turn black..I noe him well so i jz say the time n date to him..he record down o not is his personal behaviour la....Then settle tat case...
Today we having our tutorial at 12-1pm which hav been discussed wit lecture since last week...is a special plan where we slot a time for class... then today on fb..this is wat he say:" this is how my classmate notified me about classes.'hey do you want to come for the midterm, if you want i tell you, if not i dun want to tell you' and now today no one tell me about changes of time for the tutorial class. i came to the campus at 4pm for the 12-1pm class. It is not that i dun want to come to class. it's because you bitches didn't inform me a single message"...
This is wat i get for being kind to inform him...there only 3 ladies in tat class...so i'm the bitch....ya ..I am...then his the son of a bitch ....I get pissed off...By the way I wan to clarified something....tutorial is yesterday 4pm not today 4pm..Today suppose no tutorial....then why he come at 4pm.....I'm really 'blur ' lol....was tat my fault tat he din come for some lecture class n u blame us for not telling u..
Yesterday lecture change d date for one of the midterm paper n he din come too....N i'm gonna get my mouth shut...speechless
i'm not gonna explain so much jz giv u all hav a point of view bout this case....

May u rest in peace, my frenz

Lately there's alot of sad casses happen around me.
To our dear '2005 Ketua pengawas of SMK Seksyen 1 Bdr Kinrara', who passed away last wednesday evening 3.32pm at HKL. I'm sorry i wasnt there by ur side when u need me. Althougth we r not very close but once v r. I still rmb the first time knowing u..U impressed me alot..Tat time i was learning my mandarin while u ad can speak fluently. U r very special coz the only handsome malay guy who noe speak mandarin. u take this advantage meet alot of frens...Sometimes ppl try to critics bout malay infront of them..u din get mad but u try to advise them not to say them bad...tats why ppl less critics coz of u..haha..impressive...U help lots of ppl while there were spot check..thou u r the ketua pengawas but u still willing help them...inform them there is spot check n even help them to hide liquid paper n hp....we all rmb how kind u were to us.. how work hard u are....ur voice is still in my mind...when u shout while we were 'berkawat'....those strong voice which we obey n thou cant been heard anymore but is still fresh in my mind.Those day we went outdoor activities...u lead n help us a lot..Thou i forget r v once in a team but I always think u r always been here wit us. I'm so sorry for the past few month I dun hav the opportunity o guts to visit u. When i back to KL i meet our classmate. She told me tat u r sick (bone cancer)...I was shock and concern...She told me, u in last stage of cancer...but recovering after several chemotheraphy...I feel relief after heard tat and i tot u can make it...Tat time I only stay at Kl for few days...din spend some time visit u...Until last week..on facebook...Idrul post comment tat u hav leave us....My eyes were watery..tears fall in heart...Everything is too late..all I can say is I'm sorry if i done anything wrong to u. Hope our relaitionship will continues live on.....Azrin~
I'm sorry I dun hav a chance to hav a photo wit u....But u r always deep in my heart..

To our Kampar campus UTAR student...James Khor Wan Kai, 20; Yew Shy Gin, 19 and Yew Ghim Chnieh, 20. drowned after they were swept away by strong current at the Batu Berangkai waterfalls on sunday evening...All i can say it was faith..thou they leave us without a word.....It was a disaster for me..Although I not ur close fren but v r once Unimate. Mayb I hav seen u o may not...but is not important anymore...I hope u may rest in peace..my frens..

Happy Holloween~

hello...jz to wish everybody Happy Holloween...I din celebrate but hope others will hav fun wit it...My eye is getting better..Hopefully will fully recover and it nid some time to prove it...btw...my sunglasses lost liao n i hav to cover my eye while in front my lappy...lately busy study n do assgn report n homework...haven plan bac to KL for any celebration.....noe today is Holloween....din plan to be anything...haha.. so..Happy Holloween...

eye infection again

Sunday early morning..my right eye become worse.infection due to microb attack...haih...swollen lik a pig head, redness and watery..rush to the hospital...they help me to wash my eye...pain...flourecent dye..saw d infection patch...quickly write letter admit to ipoh hospital ophthamogy specialist..Too bad is was sunday..clinic close..Today skip all the class...MC...went to Ipoh by myself n by bus...9.30am start my journey from kampar to ipoh ...ask the bus tic ppl....then reach there ask ppl here n there..finally ...reach d clinic at 11.00am.. i'm suppose to go hospital but in d end went to clinic pula...I should drop at nx station but they lik say is here is here...the clinic n hospital is side by side but seem far n I hav to walk all the way next building...Fine...register n wait for my call...lucky lunch hour the doc still willing to see patient..consider good la. then from 11 wait 3hours only my turn... It takes only 15 minute n everything is done....guess wat did the doc say.." I din see any problem with ur eye !!! =.=ll...I check ur eye no any tearing o infection...mayb it just some allergy" O.O wow...tats good..then why my vision is blur? "mayb ur eye is watery so see thing blur,ur vision is good, the test show eye sight is good"....wakao...thank u man~ i'm speechless.... in the end he giv me some allergy eye drop and eye mo...YA! is those farmasi those eye mo...moisturizer those...If I'm allergy then better dun prescribe me those eye drop contain preservative lo...I better use back my non-preservative eye drop where one day one dose better...leave w/o paying coz i'm a student LOL....go cafe buy some bread then head to bus station...after asking ppl for direction, finally able to take bus bac to kampar....bout 5pm..reach kampar...celaka punya bus..he din turn in to new town instead drop me at old town...panlai la...cost me rm6 call uncle fetch me bac hostel...return tic to ipoh only rm7.5. old town to new town bout the same..sweat lol. suan liao lo...really no eye see...bac hostel rain then terus tido..dinner time only go out fetch my bike back coz i left it at bus station in morning...ko lian my babe..all wet...Well hopefully my eye recover soon...tomolo continue my class..Hwaiting!!

This is wat happen to my eye on sunday morning...if u can notice there is some green patch on my eye cornea..tat is d so-called wound or infection which dye wit flourescent. too bad cant compare both eye as I only focus on tat patch of greeny then n i try to open as big i can..u can see my upper eye lid is swollen.no addt effect..is tat part u see bengkak is really bengkak...actually flourescent is yellow dye..haha =.-ll

Back to Kampar, new sem has begun

This morning jz bac to kampar...tired coz last nite attend cousin wedding dinner then after dinner head to wei house play mahjong(kaki judi) till 2am..early morning bout 7am wake up take bus to train station for 9am train..reach kampar at 1130 then reach hostel do some cleaning bout 1230 go Uni acc my fren for his registration for appeal...intend to attend 2pm class but the class suddenly cancel liao..Haih..wat for i come bac so early leh....haih..Went tesco buy some food then bac hostel bout 4pm...clean clean ,rest rest then sleep...till 6pm..take my bath n wait for goin out dinner...after dinner bac hostel make some phone call then now..talking wot my blogy...Do i miss KL..well ..a bit...I can say i do not feel weird o uncomfortable bout Kampar..get used to it ..no feel when i came bac..but a bit lonely..well I guess after few days everything gonna be okey n i nid to study hard for my future...ganbateh..n wish me luck...I'm glad I pass for last sem...Thank you...Updating soon..

the moment of glory...

Yes mum..i did it!!! At last, my result is out.Although not flying colour but better than i aspect...Yes..i hav pass my final exam..i can continue my study ...thanks god for giving me a chance to prove that i can n thanks to my ancestor..i pray so hard now I'm pass..Yahoo...goin out celebrate..haha..actually go out yamcha wit fren only..hehe...thank u so much for all d support..Btw the result is my fren help me check d but i not sure whether izzit true coz i been online check since 10am till 4pm n the server is down, i mean d website cant load...In the end try so hard my fren there no problem n help me to check..Well i will wait i check by myself...hopefully she is not fooling me sumore is not April Fool thou....hehe...gtg yamcha wit fren...Bye...good luck n thanks for blessing me

leavin soon

sem break goin to end soon....haih..i'm goin bac to kampar soon..my study life...is there boring..actually not very la..I get used ot it liao but after went back to KL..having so much fun wit my family,frenz n dear...I dun feel lik goin bac..very down..But i noe after went bac there for few day then i'll be alrite..estimate result will be out tomolo...really hope I'll pass..I dun wan being kick out of the Uni..izzit hard..well its not very as long u can catch up but i'm dumb ==ll..I really pray to GOD n my ancester..pls make me pass my study life...pray pray
Well..wat i hav been doin on sem break...Basically do wat normally ppl will do...went bac go genting lo..then shop shop lo..then go yamcha wit old fren then dry swim(mahjong)..learn to play...i noe how to play since young but din really learn more bout it...this time play wit fren they teach me a lot..thanks...a bit addicted to it liao..haha....last week doin all this loo...yamcha ,dry swim, shop shop...
break my record.. on friday nite...play mahjong till 5am...wakao...i play till 4.30am..the rest till 5am. all were so into it liao..no nid sleep..they stil got work the nx few hour but dare to play til 5am...solute thee..haha..its was quite fun then on sunday morning play badminton at Bdr Puteri, micheal court..msia largest bad court O.o...no commment coz play since long time ago...after play bad went to hav lunch then take our bath n terus go sunway pyramid for a walk n went to Dragon-i hav some tea time wit xiao long pau and other dim sum...taste good..mission fulfill..then yamcha at wong kok wit other fren then bac to puchong yamcha at old town..walao..I cant believe tat day i yam liao 3 time cha...1st at Dragon-i then at wong kok then old town in just 4hours...dunno wat they thinking....too much liao..jd tong air liao..
after went bac to puchong yamcha at old town then we go 'cc' play L4D...dun look down on me ..i also a pro kaki for L4D d...wakaka..we play 1 round then go hav dinner at kungfu Pan mee...drink tea again ==ll.finish at 9pm terus go weiwei house dry swim....play till bout 1am..balik rumah tido..sleep lik a pig ('oo')
this morning wake up...whole body pain..muscle pain..aiyak here aiyo there =.=ll...well i enjoy the pain very much ...thanks...

silent nite

突然间睡不着，安静的晚上。现在已经是凌晨两点。 我还没入睡，不懂今天有预感好像有事情会发生。。觉得自己很down.所以想跟blogy 谈谈心事，虽然今天已经和他谈了。。就在次谈心事。。我相信只有‘你’能够了解我。要从哪儿开始呢，我也不懂。昨天和一个老朋友谈了很久，好久没见的朋友。我很开心他还记得我这个无名小子。哈哈。我很珍惜这位老朋友，已经很长时间没有和他们联络，我看有些已经忘了我了。。。一年比一年的忘了我，原来pekmun那么容易忘掉。我很害怕他们会忘了我，每次见面都会问他们我是谁。觉得自己很傻。。就算他们把我给忘了，我也没办法。。但我知道我重来没忘了他们，只不过有些忘了姓名。。我们之间的故事都会常在我心里。。我曾经爱过喜欢过的他们。。。还是会在心里。。是很难忘掉，就算我们相处只不过那短短的时间。对我来说已经很足够。。lik i said...once is enuf..曾经拥有。。忘不了你对我的好，有时会被你欺负或gik到，可是我知道你没意。。至少你还会做弄我，记得我。。
我累了，不想为你而烦。。只要你记得我这位朋友就足够
我希望我们的友情会永远在。。

Genting Highland

Its been long time din go to genting highland....hehe..actually last sem breaks jz went there..hehe..pai seh..Well..this time i went there wit my coursemate, shelly n yee sheng...and also him(the driver,>O<")...hahah....After finsh my last paper on fri,we terus take train bac to KL..they stay overnite at my house then the nx day saturday afternoon ,terus go GH...coz HT dunno how to go n so..we follow my mum n dad car....Reach there bout 4pm then check-in dah 5pm....masuk hotel room, all dah jadi dead fish =.=ll...zzzz...some sleep lik a pig n me eye lik gold fish wait them rest while I do nothing...at nite we went for dinner n hav a walk all over the indoor...from hotel to hotel....after tat..i bring them in casino..walao...lucky they din check YS IC coz he tak cukup umur...keke...although he look lik orang tua(lik shelly said)...I jz walk cooly in...but inside is so d@mn smokey...the smell is everywhere...shelly n YS beh tahan,they went out n hav some fresh air....we jz walk around...this is the first time for them enter the casino but for me is 2nd...wakaka..proud proud...Suddenly HT tangan gatal mau main...and so..we search for some cheap game to play...finally we found one...the most lame n the one table found...the turning wheel =.=ll..I'm the one who actracted to it..coz it so cute better than roullette???...we play bout 2hour...RM5 per game...i'm suppose to win RM20 bac but in the end lose Rm50..sob sob...wakau....HT more worse coz he lose RM150(coz he greedy,keke)...Went bac hotel n oi oi..
the nx morning went to outdoor theme park play play...well is quite lucky coz not long que most of the game...But tooo bad they din play space shot...wasted $$$..the paling syok sekali pun tak mau main..rugi btul..wat to do coz they (scardy cat)...anyway I dun mind coz i main til tak mau main wit my sis last time..tats enuf for me. at evening we went indoor play...Actually din really play much dunno y...We hav our dinner n walk walk then me n HT went to hav a look at new casino at First world hotel there ...is quite small..no wonder not many ppl....WE Play again =.=ll n is the same game...Oh my lol..He say wan play other coz tat game not fun lose $$...but in the ned stil play tat stupid chidish game....haih....this time I din play coz play few time win n lose same rate.Stop liao but lucky him win a bit bout rm50...mean he jz lose rm100...
the nx day afternoon, we check out n head bac to KL...send YS n shelly to pudu bus station , they take bus bac kampar n i balik rumah Tido..zzz...coz din sleep well at GH =.=ll....
Hope we can meet again nx sem...bye

The end of 2nd sem

well...I think tats the end of sem..seem past by very fast huh...trying to concentrate on my study. Din really on blogy..Now here i shud blog some pic of wat i hav been done for last sem..Dun hav much time coz i been trying so hard to log in to tis blogy .It took me bout an hour trying trying only I manage to log in..so i jz simply post some pic..my coursemate...only few of us (26,the special one)

so-called our 'leng zai' lecture, Mr.HS Chin,Cell Biology

Yeah..tats Me preparing slide

Last lab with Dr.CK Lim,Organic chem.Well seem lik I'm gonna meet him soon..again

(Sem one group photo)

Me n Shelly (waiting for her presentation)

Emo for the last sem

tomolo will be my last paper..suddenly not in the mood of study. i hav a plenty of calculus n formula to memorize but i haven a sip of it....cham lol..in depression..I hope this torture will end soon..ya..tomolo after 4.30 will be the end but i hope it wont jz pass meaningless...i wanted to 'score' it so badly coz not i'm in the middle o life n dead. I dun wan waste my time jz to let it flow away..I hope i can appreciate each minit n second not to waste a chance of getting better score lik i said "guna dgn sepenuhnya". I hope i wont regret for wat i done. at least i try all my best to do it well..taking fully responsible toward my final...done my job..the last paper i can tell I hav plenty of time to study but i jz keep on wasting my time do tthing useless o not necessary for tat moment....God..wat i hav done..sometimes i hope i hav 4 day to study but not 8. Coz i know tis will gonna happen jz lik wat happen for my previous sem..h0ly Sh!t...
I now not even in d mood for my event on tis saturday which i'm goin Genting Highland wit hunny,shelly n ys.this prove my heart ad settle down no more lik kids anymore..not excited till the last minute. after my exam which end at 4.30 then terus take 6.30 train bac KL..Not coming bac til nx sem start. I'm gonna miss Kampar now n will hate when bac here soon....wish me luck . i really nid it so much ...Hope I will be bac here soon..

I miss u..

I miss my family(liar =.=ll)...Hahaa...eh..Today is Raya ok..suppose to balik kampung..(pandai la, ur kampung ma kampar here la ) =_=ll.I mean my home..KL. Actually (hah..reveal)...is I tak mau balik...wan study hard ma stay here meditate lol(tate kepala otak kau la =.=ll, go ipoh shop n others got la)...Oh...ya la ya la..i admit..I went Ipoh see doc ok...My eye pain again...I went to see him so called Dato' entah la mana pasar buy d..he pissed me off...I lazy to talk bout him...
Hopefully i miss my Raya holiday is worth for my final....
I wanted to post it out but lazy..hehe..now free to do so..the photo taken when my sis graduate bout last year Aug08...wahaha..paiseh..long ago



family potrait...framed in my home


Itu my elder sis okey..dun missunderstand T.T ,she elder than me 4 years..If u say she is my younger..then i shud go for plastic surgery..dun give her noob hair style cheated..U wan i also can do tat but dun hav guts onli ..wakaka =.=ll

Engineering faculty of Utar,Prk

jealousnya...Wednesday having exam at new block..the block jz finish build but not well equiped yet. It will be use for nx year as engineering faculty..new stand alone library and 3 engineering block.(why science o bio faculty tak ada punya, so bad) i think when i graduate it also haven build yet. there are plenty of land for Utar to expand..in future it can be bigger than any Uni in Msia. Tat morning waiting for exam no time to snatch pic ,after exam fren rushing bac din hav a chance to took pic too..so i terpaksa curi someone pic n post it out(aiyo, their skill is better than mine,hehe).hope they dun mine..I tot i can score tat paper lik B coz i been doing well in d coursework.after seeing d exam paper..my heart get crash into pieces...No comment..everybody lik shock n noob liao...d lecturer is so mean...mid term n final style are totally different...Dun wan talk bout him anymore..screw up my paper.
My nx paper is on nx friday n i hav plenty of time to study n not goin bac during raya,so hopefully can concentrate well for my last paper...i will try frequently post some pic bout my life..

front view of library



Inside view of the block...nice leh..so art


Underground class or subway..cool rite


little fish pond infront d library block..small little fishy soon will be big buddy o.O



belakang view of library block ..macam at seaside

Fight for the sick of exam

why everytime busy only come n find u?? (=.= mean i normally very free!!! swt)..exam is on..War btw ms.pen n mr.paper 2. This time i'm well prepared..PEN! n Liquid!! =.=ll. Everytime study half way sure come chat wit my blogy. dunno why..found out myself abundant my blogy very long liao...In my blog history(mystory)...on august din blog at all..promise myself at least every month must blog once o twice....Sorry blogy. All not updated...i been study hard to replace wat i hav done before...Hows my eyes??? Haih...din make it for the laser???? o.O". i was advise to go for laser coz its been 2 months plus not recovering..the pain on n off freqently..bout 1 o 2 week pain once....At first I really go for laser then the doc say "apa pun tak nampak...????" o_o". "i cant see d patch of ur wound so how m i goin to do laser"..I really dunno shud happy o wat..I was lik "panlai la...sure will pain again n depressed again.."..I noe it will pain again where the epithelia layer detached o loosen....masa itu only cari doc n laser....Lik i said...after few day, it pain again..i been trying so hard to protect my eye but it seem useless...now its been a week plus goin 2 week no pain..Hopefully tis time really recovering..God bless n also bless me score in my exam....
talk bout exam..everything went smooth..consider did well in exam...at least i answer all de question( tau @ tak tau also crap somthing). I heartache for my Cell Bio paper coz 4 marks is in my hand but I.....i.....din do tat part..I miss up..Oh...sh!t...Deng...i only found out after the exam I flip d paper....earlier I rmb I got take a look on it n noe how to do...then while answering dunno 'ghost blocking me'..i skip tat part!!!..mayb bcoz of tat 4mark i din get B+ . then i'm gonna kill myself...
Now 2 more ppr to go...i really I can score on it...god pls give me strength...I really nid U.
suddenly wanted to sing tis song to someone:
when u wake up and u find wat u looking for,
I has been here all the whole time,
if u can see tat i'm the one who understand u,
been here all along,
so why can u see..u belong wit me..
standing by all the time beside u,
all these time how could u not noe ...baby
all i want to say how much I love you...

Give me time...I nid u, Dr.time

Shh...let me slot few minute chit chatting wit my bloggy...looks lik a thief sneaking around ..swt" . I know recently I busy with my study n very long long time din post some pic..All my fren n reader also semakin kurang...haih...No choice, since I din get credit for some of my subj so I nid to study hard for this sem...Wanted to post pic o blog d..But time doesnt allow me to do so...Wat I been doin??? Everyday sleep at 3am ...wake at 10am sometime even 7am 8am rush for class...Dandruff pun tumbuh and bertimbun di kepala O_oll . This is the smmary of wat i do>> assignment-lab test- report-exam-assignment- test- report- test- quiz -presentation- test-report-final exam...From july...I have 3 assigment, 1 lab test, 6 test quiz, 2 presentation and bout 10 report waiting for me to be done..Now i'm half way of it and will continue do till my final. Cham lol...Really dun hav much time to spend even makan pun 'tuang sj' atau sumbat masuk o.O"..study for test n research for assigment then do report non-stop..although report for me is lik numb liao..Bo feel..since every week at least 1 report nid to hand out..Do untill no feel...sick of it...Oh god..How I'm gonna stand for 3 years doin report non-stop....I only nid some time...help me dr.time...
Gtg liao....slip back to my report...God bless..

I cry bcoz of u n it hurt so bad

Yoyoo....wassup...i'm back after some recover from pain..but i hav a bad news..It pain again...D@mn..I'm gonna make it short coz later gonna go for 'mamak' wit some coursemate....
Actually my eye is recovering but sad new tat the pain is back ...y? coz hurt by him lol....wat happen ??? I also pai seh to say it out..Here goes the story...
Doctor advise me to take more rest lik, wear sun glasses,less tv ,computer and so on la...but my hurt is non of it the above...I still rmb..on tuesday midnite(put some ointment,gel to my eye to avoid infection)..I was rushing reading my note coz nx day got small test n then hor...MJ memorial day at staples center LIVE on CNN...N so i watch online Live sambil read my note...but most of the time is watching more than reading my note. Watch d whole process..feel sad n touch....his fren n realtive talk bout him...especially his daughter, my tear falls....tears fall bout few time. Watch till bout 3am then sleep.Next morning....cantik..red, swollen n pain...Then I only found out tat my tears wash away all d gel (hao liao lo, please la)...and i late sleep..eyes dried up n coz the wound get hurt again(eye lid stick to d wound then morning eye open stretch it)panlai la....I wash speechless...every morning pain continuos for few day till now is no pain liao but eye stil blur..sometime see too much wil dizzy coz cant focus...Haih...feel so innocent...I cry coz of him n it hurt so bad.

I been sick for 3 week n now I'm temporary blind @_@

hey...I'm feeling better now,,At least I dun feel tat much pain..Wat happen to me? Where i hav been all these while?..Well, the fact is...last 2 weeks plus plus on saturday morning..sem break ..In a rush hour to shopping..I accidentally scratch my eye...pain for few minute then vision blur last for 2 week...
I din meet the doc..i tot i will be fine after few day of "'self recover' but I was wrong..Bac to kampar study...Actually its not very affect me tat much...until last few days my eye get pain every morning n i noe its not gonna be ok..So on friday went to gov clinic hav a look..All i can say is...he bull shitting...he say I nid to wear a spect after some vision test..I told him tat i scratch my eye n not tat i nid a glasses..Then he keep on bull shitting...eat more carrot n so-on..the i shot him say: izzit bcoz I scratch my eye then i nid to wear a spect??? he says: yes...(wat on earth is this doc)then i just left the room..I noe wat my problem is n he keep on bull shitting....wtf...then i went to optic shop n hav a look...they say my left eye is fine but the right hav bout 175 degree of 'shan guang'..i noe tat the problem where...not really the truth..i request whether i can hav a test as in giv me wear some spect see can hav better vision ...In the end, does not help ..no matter how high de power of the spect also doesnt suit me...my vision still blur n i noe that my cornea really 'hua liao'...i nid to see a specialist..I tell d him the truth n he say from the computer he can see some fraction on my eye lense n he intro some specialist doc for me to see..On sunday ,I went there but since is specialist n every doc is off...I go to see the emergency doc..She jz check n giv me some eye drop n medicine(pain killer) coz she also cant do anything ,no special equipment to check n advise me to see doc on the nx day...Since i delay liao 2 weeks (kena shot kau kau =.=ll)
Tat nite apply eye drop..nx morning pain lik hell,bengkak lik pig head....cant even open my eyes ,tear drop lik rain( in my theory tat is call 'healing crisis, jz lik when u hurt ur hand then u jz ignore it ,it will continue swell n infected by virus wont recover but no pain jz sometimes n when u apply some ubat ,it will start to pain n pain n untill climax the pain gone n recover).tat wat happen to me coz i din apply anything at all since i hurt my eye.....blind tat day...ask my fren help fetch me to d hospital again then after wait for an hour tat doc check (not a specialist too) ...he write a letter to admit to another specialist eye center ...We drive all the way to there n wait for another 2-3 hour..consultant bout 15 minute n take pic n take ubat n pay n blah............lik tat habis half day..n I skip all my class tat day.
Wat happen ...lik i said ...my outer layer of cornea 'calar' liao n some virus infection...haven recover yet...nid some time to recover..doc say giv him 1 week time n meet him the nx week n he check again...
Take 2 day MC since hav practical on thursday...then pain for cukup cukup 3days...Monday til wednesday...do nothing jz pain ..cant study , no reading, no watching, no looking...jz feel the pain..eat n sleep..
Today jz feel better..no more pain but a bit uncomfortable, vision still blur..feel dizzy ...n lots of assignment n works to be done..Hope I get well soon n continue my study..FIGHTING!!!!

Back to Basic

I'm back to Kampar again...new sem new begining..Did badly in my previous sem..Hopefully tis sem can chase back for wat I had lost. Yesterday jz came back.Today jz lik 1st day of class.The new begining...new student new lecturer n of coz my coursemate stil d same la..The course we taken consider normal except for few where our senior tell us is very hard...Try to change my strategy of study as in previous one wasnt very effective. Miss my home?? A bit lol..sure got d..bout 2 weeks plus at KL adapt liao now back to life dragging Kampar..Wat can I expect..Btw..I hav new housemate..haven really take a look to them coz they seldom out from the room somemore we all out for class at different time. I tot only one room ocupied but is not both room also ocupied..Got ppl 'fight' toilet wit me ...so sad sumore is a malay gal..For the moment haven mae me gone mad..Hopefully can live wit them peacefully since I lost my freedom where I'm not alone at downstair anymore.Quite enjoy myself alone ...be lik a King..wakaka..got to take my bath...Wish me luck.

p/s: not coming to KL for some time coz saturday got class on.sob

Tragedy..I hav failed in war..deeply hurt

hello..I'm back. Been in KL for bout a week plus..Yesterday result jz review n i consider myself as failed in the exam..My CGPA is less than 2.0. So can imagine how worse am I..I'm not trying to compare myself wit other but most of my coursemate is bout same as mine n as I noe...So-called those smart ppl all din manage to get even 3.0. I can imagine wat hav happen btw us. Not considering the exam is very hard but as a standard it shud be...I now hanging in the middle of nowhere..I am qualified to continue my study under probation state but I planning to resit tat paper but so-called there's no more resit n I might hav to retake tat course n pay more...My PTPTN been block coz I din meet their requirement as min CGPA 2.0. I dunno wat happen...In the mood of horribly depress.Hopefully everything will be fine n I can continue fight for my fate...

I'm goin home!~KL here i come

Hey....tq for ur support...My final has end n my bday too..Yesterday was good althought din really good celebration...But i enjoy it..Thanks to my frenz...they done a lot to make it work..I noe everybody was tired after the exam..Some din sleep at all but they stil come celebrate wit me (i mean some =.=ll)...Goin bac KL today..packing all my stuff not much though very kelam kabut...Now left 6hours then i'll be at Kl for 2 week .On june will return bac Kampar...Hopefully hav a wonderful holiday ...to all my frenz..Luv ya.Happy semester break n happy holidays...

Happy 21th Birthday! Munny~

Ehem....First of all ,I would lik to say...Yoyo come on...check tis out..ah..yeah..Its your bday, no..its my bday..yeah...Is Munny bday....haha..Happy Bday to Munny...Oh...I'm getting more 'mature'(perasan btul budak ni)....Well, yep..its my bday...memorable day...mY final last paper ..celebrating wit my notes n books n papers...Bday still mau study 'pia' lik crazy..haih..wat to do..coz its a lucky day..hopefully this year exam all good good ...hehe...got to continue my study...I wil be freedom after 11am morning....Oh yeah~~~my coursemate plan to celebrate wit me ...hope is a wonderful celebration...Good luck PM

1 more to go....the last war for tis sem

Yesterday just finish my Organic Chemistry paper,well..Boleh tahan ,any comment??? Dr.CK Lim is kind but Dr.TM Lim is tough...Both are Lim y treat us lik tat..Lik a devil n angel...Haha..anyway I'm finish wit it...die ma die lo...Wan me die, I die bagi u tengok...The~ celaka punya budak. My last stand ,Structural Biochem..Seem lik easy but is hard and I dunno where to start potong dia =.=ll. See the past year paper ...apa pun tak un.dunno wat they wan o talk bout..Hopefully tis sem d paper is not tat tough..Hope can get CGPA 3.0 la...Pray hard...try my best..Feel a bit relief but now start struggle for the last...Hopefully it helps.. 12 May....Wat 'lucky' day..

2 down, 3 more to go

Just finish my English(tue) n pengajian Malaysia(Sat) paper....2 is down n 3 more to go...tomolo is Math (mon) , Organic Chem (thurs) and Structural Biochem (tue,12 May)....Hopefully everything is smooth n I can answer..I din hope to score coz I noe the level of mine and how much I hav studied n revise...I just hope May God Bless me...everything just pass o credit..On English paper i really din do well...I 'screw' o.O" up tat paper...First I hav not enuf time to do then I was panic coz blur case, dun understand wat was they asking n I was tremble the whole 2 hours...My hand was shaking n my writing was sucks...I noe I ruin tat paper, I din manage to finish tat paper.Yesterday was my pengajian paper, I was glad I hav sufficient time to finish my paper bcoz I'm slow...At least I manage to finish writing though is not long..The question I can tell is definately easy but it depend whether I hav study o not..In conclusion, I do study but not detail. I try my best to write the easay...hopefully my point can satisfied the lecture...I jz bullshit a lot on it but not many penekanan on it...I hav try my best.. God Bless..

My hometown, Cenderiang

Today is sunday....on friday evening having my dinner wit family..They went to Ipoh for holiday since friday is Labour Day..pass by Kampar n come for visit..Sunday morning went bac KL n pass by Kampar too ^O^".....Hav breakfast wit them....Jz finish my breakfast...now they leavin n heading to our "anchestor mansion" (walao,macam very kua)....Since my grandparent pass away, nobody stay there liao n we always went to hav a look when we pass by ....This morning my dad told me tat they sold out the house to other ppl, some kind Setiawan ppl..T.T..I was shock, ya...I noe tat they plan to sell the house someday but tak sangka so fast...although the house hav been abundant bout 4year gua since my grandparent(ill) shifted to KL...So is consider being abundant for bout 5 o 6 years and is goin to colapse if no one take care of it...I very miss tat house although I only visit went I was small on every CNY and some ocasion but stil hav the 'feel' toward it and is very memorable but compare to my dad,aunt n uncle who stay there since they were born.My dad say there nothing to miss since it will happen soon ..... But now it sold to other ppl n I never hav the chance to walk in but juz a glance on it once pass by....My dad was rite coz if they do not sold it out early soon it will colapse and is worthless to sold out..I'm gonna ask my dad pass me de key so when I free i can drop by and take a look for the last.I hope I hav one more chance to go in n take a last look of it...My memorable childhood CNY...the 'kampung feel'. I consider it as hometown of mine,Cenderiang

War btw pen n paper...

Hello..I'm back to Kampar again on sunday...Sharpen my pen n ready for a fight wit mr.paper...wahaha..Din really study much..Hopefully everything gonna be fine and smooth...Back to Kl din really study much jz feel lik home sweet home...enjoying my little holiday....Now I'm bac here struggling with those paper...This war is gonna take me bout 2 weeks plus...So I wont be around my bloggy for 2 weeks...mayb will come here in chit chat gua...Wish me luck...Hav to face the war by sunrise..hwaiting!!

Emo~~

Hi..i'm back..Currently at KL lo...haha..
came back on Friday nite...saturday went out shop awhile then go for dinner.Sunday wake up a bit late then went to Pyramid for shopping lol..wakaka..come bac home after dinner...so din study much...Habis la..Monday felt a bit sick...take a consider whole day rest..just study a bit only...Omg lo..even worse when i come bac here..macam so enjoy lik holiday...Hopefully these few days can really study hard la...Gambateh..Btw..I will post my last few weeks ago event soon after my exam...

be back soon..

Hello...long time no see...ermm..lately busy finish all my assigment, report n mid term exam...now everything is settle...just wait for final exam...on next 2 week..haih...din study well lately due to all de side work..Oh...next week is study week...I'm goin bac to KL..hoho...bout 1 month ++ din went back...miss my darling....Got 1 week time spent at KL but i nid to study lo..only weekend a bit free..try to relax..too stress at kampar .Although not much entertainment lik KL but still busy lik nobody business...entah apa-apa...Ermm...wat I wanna do bac KL??? Dunno leh...stay at home n study lo..Y not stay kampar??? Too miss my darling liao..somemore I wan family day on sunday...wahaha...Can makan makan lo....this week will rajin rajin study....Gambateh...

Jake bday~

Last thursday was our class 'rap' bday..We were invited to Grand Kampar Hotel to have our lunch there....haha..guess wat..our jake actually is our elder bro..coz his the paling tua among us ...wakaka..Although he din review his age but I ad know how old is he...wakaka....
HAPPY 20+th BDAY JAKE~



shu yuan n Yew wai...dunno sedang kaji apa benda

Our coursemate

Our class leng lui

Shelly and me

I just finish my 2 presentation n my mid term exam for Structural Biochem.So lately been busy doin preparation of all those..Then now nid to rush for the report and exam for Organic chem..Din sleep well this few week...Almost everyday sleep at 2 o 3am then wake up at 7am...My dark circle is more worse soon will be the 'guo bao' the panda and will be placed at national zoo for viewver...

Make up & Grooming by Shiseido

Last wednesday...Soft skills department having an event..Yeah..make up n grooming by shiseido....Tot will be fun..but actually is quite fun la.Got free smaple n some voucher lol...Btw...I ponteng my Pengajian Malaysia lecture...shhh...Just once la..not always...since tat time just finish my SB mid-term then malas nak go for lecture so decide liao to go for tat talk...hoho...Since girls is goin for the talk then my fren (the guys) help us to sign for the attendance lol....hahaha...Eh...dun think i'm bad ok..I help them sign a lot too..they shud thanks me..
A lot of shiseido product



Then some tester...on your hand


They giv some trial pack ...


and teach us how to make-up..the model is the student pick among us..Lucky i'm not choosen..hoho..the gal seem lik suffering coz her eye went red when they put her on make-up

Stress...huh~

Hey~~~~~
Today just finish my mid-term exam...haih... a sad story has begun...apa benda???
I din do well in my mid term...Macam very relax after mid-term but final is coming soon in 1 month time..No time to do study..Today i nid to rush 2 report since exam on this week n class still go on. I dun hav time to do my report n terpaksa gather everything n done it on weekend..Habis la..tak payah tido..I'm gonna be panda soon..On sem break will see a panda PM...Lately nothing much happen here...some event is goin on but I haven post it out..Pls be patient lol..I try my best to post it out soon...Btw...Is another sad story...In my history ..every year..near miss o escape except last year(working)..my bday always hav a big gift for me...which is the exam...I can tell ..non of it miss..sure having exam on tat day..This year also not exempted..Coz my bday fall on 12 may..middle of may so most of the time also having mid term o watever la...12th suppose is de last day of exam..I tot wont be so ngam last day also got exam...tak sangka lo..memang pun..more tepat than winning lotery...celaka punya budak...haih..watever la..as long my result is good enuf and i will Gambateh..Got to do my report...Wish me luck n I'll be back soon...

Back to KL

Last weekend back to KL...walao..long time din back to KL since CNY...bout 5 weeks liao leh...Miss my brownie alot..First thing i do is hug my brownie..He grown up a lot getting bigger n fatter...haha..lucky he still rmb me ...glab n happy ^^"




Talk bout wat i do at KL, friday nite reach home makan then sleep coz thursday nite only sleep for 3-4 hours then friday got mid term...Blur blur @_@" liao...balik rumah first thing to do is sleep wit my bed..Saturday went to 1U then plan to buy a bag pack n a canvas shoe but in the end din buy it but buy liao few shirt ==ll. Then makan some luxurious food..went to pasta zanmai....hoho...order pasta n some california roll...sedap~ too long time din makan good food..enjoy a lot.

Laksa steamboat~Westlake

Habis aku....Yesterday my coursemate having steamboat at my house...Guess wat..is laksa steamboat...Syoknya...As ppl who know me well...I dun eat spicy food not even a little ...celaka punya budak lol...They make laksa steamboat and it is super duper ultra spicy...==ll..For them is lik a heaven enjoying the spicy n hot food but for me is lik a hell....dead meat...In de end, I din eat much but tats not the story.....The climax is the next day...wakao..my stomach lik washing machine...glik glup glek ngek o.O"....the whole afternoon feel not well macam sedang cuci my stomach coz get poluted yesterday....the disaster will be back soon so called they will having spicy steamboat after final exam ==ll..I'm gonna be dead

Organic Chemistry, practical

Hey..oh...Btw...I always talk bout my uni life this and that but din really talk bout it...Hmm...just take a few minute blog..okey..hahaha...this is wat I done while practical..So-called i very busy a, bla bla bla..lik bull-sh!tiing....haha..but tat day while doin my practical suddenly feel lik taking some pic bout...This is a distillation practical..tak tau apa tu...go seacrh the web =.=ll...I sendiri(solo) set de distillation set u noe...*proud..CANTIKKAN...haha...Ya, I admit the practical was fun each time coz u get the chance to 'play' wit those chemical...hahaa..But when it comes to writing a report then u start to garu bontot....We are distilling de cyclohexanol to produce cyclohexene...sound fun rite....but the report lik d@mn sh!t wey....it takes my bout whole day finishing just 1 report..Image each week got 2 practical then each week must hand out 2 report then each takes my bout half day...mana la ada masa buat benda lain lagi....
This is the distillation set

The reactant,cyclohexanol

The product,cyclohexene...can see the solution...fuyoh~~amazing =="

My coursemate...look so pro but actually not ^^"