Emo for the last sem

tomolo will be my last paper..suddenly not in the mood of study. i hav a plenty of calculus n formula to memorize but i haven a sip of it....cham lol..in depression..I hope this torture will end soon..ya..tomolo after 4.30 will be the end but i hope it wont jz pass meaningless...i wanted to 'score' it so badly coz not i'm in the middle o life n dead. I dun wan waste my time jz to let it flow away..I hope i can appreciate each minit n second not to waste a chance of getting better score lik i said "guna dgn sepenuhnya". I hope i wont regret for wat i done. at least i try all my best to do it well..taking fully responsible toward my final...done my job..the last paper i can tell I hav plenty of time to study but i jz keep on wasting my time do tthing useless o not necessary for tat moment....God..wat i hav done..sometimes i hope i hav 4 day to study but not 8. Coz i know tis will gonna happen jz lik wat happen for my previous sem..h0ly Sh!t...
I now not even in d mood for my event on tis saturday which i'm goin Genting Highland wit hunny,shelly n ys.this prove my heart ad settle down no more lik kids anymore..not excited till the last minute. after my exam which end at 4.30 then terus take 6.30 train bac KL..Not coming bac til nx sem start. I'm gonna miss Kampar now n will hate when bac here soon....wish me luck . i really nid it so much ...Hope I will be bac here soon..

I miss u..

I miss my family(liar =.=ll)...Hahaa...eh..Today is Raya ok..suppose to balik kampung..(pandai la, ur kampung ma kampar here la ) =_=ll.I mean my home..KL. Actually (hah..reveal)...is I tak mau balik...wan study hard ma stay here meditate lol(tate kepala otak kau la =.=ll, go ipoh shop n others got la)...Oh...ya la ya la..i admit..I went Ipoh see doc ok...My eye pain again...I went to see him so called Dato' entah la mana pasar buy d..he pissed me off...I lazy to talk bout him...
Hopefully i miss my Raya holiday is worth for my final....
I wanted to post it out but lazy..hehe..now free to do so..the photo taken when my sis graduate bout last year Aug08...wahaha..paiseh..long ago



family potrait...framed in my home


Itu my elder sis okey..dun missunderstand T.T ,she elder than me 4 years..If u say she is my younger..then i shud go for plastic surgery..dun give her noob hair style cheated..U wan i also can do tat but dun hav guts onli ..wakaka =.=ll

Engineering faculty of Utar,Prk

jealousnya...Wednesday having exam at new block..the block jz finish build but not well equiped yet. It will be use for nx year as engineering faculty..new stand alone library and 3 engineering block.(why science o bio faculty tak ada punya, so bad) i think when i graduate it also haven build yet. there are plenty of land for Utar to expand..in future it can be bigger than any Uni in Msia. Tat morning waiting for exam no time to snatch pic ,after exam fren rushing bac din hav a chance to took pic too..so i terpaksa curi someone pic n post it out(aiyo, their skill is better than mine,hehe).hope they dun mine..I tot i can score tat paper lik B coz i been doing well in d coursework.after seeing d exam paper..my heart get crash into pieces...No comment..everybody lik shock n noob liao...d lecturer is so mean...mid term n final style are totally different...Dun wan talk bout him anymore..screw up my paper.
My nx paper is on nx friday n i hav plenty of time to study n not goin bac during raya,so hopefully can concentrate well for my last paper...i will try frequently post some pic bout my life..

front view of library



Inside view of the block...nice leh..so art


Underground class or subway..cool rite


little fish pond infront d library block..small little fishy soon will be big buddy o.O



belakang view of library block ..macam at seaside

Fight for the sick of exam

why everytime busy only come n find u?? (=.= mean i normally very free!!! swt)..exam is on..War btw ms.pen n mr.paper 2. This time i'm well prepared..PEN! n Liquid!! =.=ll. Everytime study half way sure come chat wit my blogy. dunno why..found out myself abundant my blogy very long liao...In my blog history(mystory)...on august din blog at all..promise myself at least every month must blog once o twice....Sorry blogy. All not updated...i been study hard to replace wat i hav done before...Hows my eyes??? Haih...din make it for the laser???? o.O". i was advise to go for laser coz its been 2 months plus not recovering..the pain on n off freqently..bout 1 o 2 week pain once....At first I really go for laser then the doc say "apa pun tak nampak...????" o_o". "i cant see d patch of ur wound so how m i goin to do laser"..I really dunno shud happy o wat..I was lik "panlai la...sure will pain again n depressed again.."..I noe it will pain again where the epithelia layer detached o loosen....masa itu only cari doc n laser....Lik i said...after few day, it pain again..i been trying so hard to protect my eye but it seem useless...now its been a week plus goin 2 week no pain..Hopefully tis time really recovering..God bless n also bless me score in my exam....
talk bout exam..everything went smooth..consider did well in exam...at least i answer all de question( tau @ tak tau also crap somthing). I heartache for my Cell Bio paper coz 4 marks is in my hand but I.....i.....din do tat part..I miss up..Oh...sh!t...Deng...i only found out after the exam I flip d paper....earlier I rmb I got take a look on it n noe how to do...then while answering dunno 'ghost blocking me'..i skip tat part!!!..mayb bcoz of tat 4mark i din get B+ . then i'm gonna kill myself...
Now 2 more ppr to go...i really I can score on it...god pls give me strength...I really nid U.
suddenly wanted to sing tis song to someone:
when u wake up and u find wat u looking for,
I has been here all the whole time,
if u can see tat i'm the one who understand u,
been here all along,
so why can u see..u belong wit me..
standing by all the time beside u,
all these time how could u not noe ...baby
all i want to say how much I love you...