study hard pm..

I shud study hard from now on ...coz lately i been stress wit some unnecessary thing o so-called silly thing.....haih..Its time to get off my chest before its too late.Thou is too late but still i hav to let i go...All mid term test is around the corner n i shud keep goin w/o looking bac at U....i shud had let u go now n i will....try to forget bout it
Well talk bout other thing..y i'm so free?? hehe..coz i miss u XP....I wan tell u all my thing...so ma find u lo. Test is coming n hav a lot of things to do..not as many as last sem..tis sem a bit relax jor...so its time for me to fight for glory...i been quite lazy since then...so its time to force myself to study hard..will u support me? be with me?..I noe u will..everything goes well....Planing go penang on merdeka if everything gone well...hope can hav a nice holiday b4 my final n i must not failed tis sem if not....gone my future..btw..hope my industrial training will success... Gambateh PM...go study la...happy happy babee

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爱爱爱爱了几回 也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着 谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回 也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会 狠心对谁
男人男人 多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼
女人女人 我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生 来换你的快乐一生
男人男人 多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼
女人女人 我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼 一等再等
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New semester started

Hey..blogy~~Its been a long long time..I'm here again. time for a chat.
Ya, new sem has start n is the end of 5th week..as time pass by very fast. Tomolo will hav my first mid term. nervous?? well, abit abit la. as i get use to it...those thing moment keep on repeating as i getting numb to it. History review back again...n i hav to start all over again...haih....try my best tis sem.. not to let myself disappointed again.. Everything is getting better i hope....waiting for company to accept me for nx coming industrial training.. hope can shift to a better environment for living. As i found the room tat i'm staying , the feng shui is not good ..haha..tats wat my mum said...as many bad thing happen to me e.g: my eye, my health, my wealth even my study...lately my foot and palm been affected where small pinpoint blister growing all over my hand..the causes is unknown and it jz suddenly come n now is getting better as recovering...really duno wat happen to me..always sini sakit sana sakit...planning ti shift a better n cheaper place as I dun wan let Danish House untung byk ...celaka punya budak..tipu student punya duit..tidak bermoral langsung...even abit abit also wan tipu..haih..mata duitan..really speechless...got time I will 'cheog sui' Danish management ppl....betapa teruk ppl in tis place.
anyway..its time for me to study...hope tis sem i work hard for glory~~bye bye

I'm sorry but i love u

blogy...I'm so sry tat I abundant u for long time liao....I noe u the only one who wont mad at me....I wan to say..Happy belated new year...valentine..Chinese new year n much more.. n i lov u more than anybody..
Lately I been busy for my study..I noe tis sem even more worse..last sem is lik a training o preparation for this sem...haih...but still when I'm lonely o happy...I will think bout u..Do u?? tis is lik a hell for me...but i try to work hard on it...I consider myself doin not very well for the previous sem...hopefully tis sem can pass..
I wanted to tell u my everything but time consuming...I hope u understand me...i noe u wil un me. tats y i luv u so much...u been always open d door for my...
today is a moody day..everybody is telling me bout his/her feeling...but did i ever tell them mine too?? I hope i can..but i cant do it..dunno why...I only can tell u
..Relationship wit bf is unstable lately ..and i dunno y...fall in luv wit someone???..How if i say yes...but it does not effect my life coz is impossible...well dbsk is my lover but lately they gone in my life coz I noe tat i only will coz them trouble...i noe u noe wat i mean...In luv wit somebody around me??? ya..i do lik someone but tat i noe is impossible coz it never success till now...so wat for put hope on it..as long i enjoy it then is ok liao....Who PM???I even cant un myself sometimes..betray myself??? dunno...hurt myself...mayb..
feel lik waiting someone to help me get rid out from the hole...i always feel so n now i'm waiting someone who can understand me n help me out..but tat person never seen...who can really understand me..I hope someday there someone there for me..Who in luv wit me?? only myself even my bf i hope is not...y?? coz i think he might find d wrong person coz i am....
i'm tired of controlling ppl life n my life..I can giv up others but not mine...mine is to help control the others....wat shud i do...i try to cry but it not gonna works...y nobody can un me..am i a freak for u.....look at me lik a freak....y they can be so popular n why i'm always wit those ppl..n it hurt so bad although i get used to it....I din get any benefit except see how their life goes on... I'm happy to noe them although they might forget bout me....Tq for those who appreciate me...My kind of ppl..for the moment i only find a few....tats d person i can talk to..at least he will un half half rather than none..but i dare not to talk bout it..
I losing my mind....I feel lik giving up all d guys n bac to zero......restart everything...coz i did something wrong??? no..coz it making me sad n depressed...
wat shud i do.....i nid some time..spend wit me sometime..I miss u so much tat i hope one day u will understand me n be with me always...I wont giv up on u..tats all i noe....I'm sry for wat i hav done but i luv u.