Holiday...

At last, i get my holiday after struggling wit my exam. In the end, get totally bad bad result. Felt disappointed of wat i have did. Mayb my effort is not enough to obtain wat i wanted...Man are a greedy mammal..There's nothing on earth can satisfied Man. I'm one of them.haha...By the way, today is officially holiday cause yesterday still having class wit teacher. Math math math...feel like killing myself..although I admit that I'm good in add math( form 5).But now totally different,even today i study TRIGO( sounds like nothing change) but start lesson O.O , eye open wide " Wat the ~~ is it"...blur blur...ya, some of the formulae stil rmb but they add a lot of strange subtstitution formulae. Tats totally out of my brain..Feel so stressful ....Even Mr.KC math ppr 1 is better than me...I bet!...D*mn memalukan -.-"
Promise myself work hard sleep harder...If not my STPM wil gone wit the wind....I will not disappoint myself GAMBATEH~~come let's go drink teh o.O"
Lately I just reformated my pc cause dunno apa benda make it until I cant on it...so now only settle everything...haih....lunch time! go eat first.

Exam week!!

The day has come ,my nightmare and your worse daydream O.O". Next monday is my exam( how u feel).....calm but no confident so like wat my chem teacher said " ma like that lo" n.n . altought we know she sedang calm us down dun be nervous but natural reaction sure will have de la cant lari from it.MOnday have miss.PA paper 2 then Mr.Chem Then mr.math paper 1 then mrs.Bio then Mr.math then miss.Pa 1 then the end. Oh ya,In the middle we have Munny Pekpek day(12 may), haih .....talk bout it already a poor thing....Anyway just wish all the best n i will try my best.
By the way, today is sick cat day, normal trait....sick on the exam day but this time very special o...sick before wxam. mayb cause the cuaca too hot liao until need to sell "wan tan"...siapa mau ...cheap cheap.satu bungkus rm2 O.o...sedap dan lazat_"bao lei fan cham mei" u.u....Tell u guys the truth, i really din study lot at least little la...why!!I also dunno...Numb liao, just conc my aim=STPM tats all....all my hard work also is bcoz or my STPM so....Dun think too much handle as much u can thats my phyloshophy^o^. still got mood laugh....Ok la need to be good girl~study time .....By the way...send u some of my collection haha

Run! For your life??????? hehe

The wedding...

Yesterday was my husband (cousin) marry, dunno should happy o sad, When I was small he use to very sayang me, always bring me gai gai,buy sweet and play wit me(cause I’m the youngest there, big gap and so most of the cousin dun care bout me) later he ask me to be his “lou po chai” u.u. since then he always call me ‘lou po chai’ until I grow up we seldom meet and our relaition getting far apart but still remain our closeness.And now, he getting another wife T.T , o.o but I’m happy for him cause he not young liao should marry and have child too!...I also cant take care him long as little wife(perasan betul) so…..haih ,,,, let my husband marry wit other women but at least he get a good wife,she is friendly, nice n good looking too . I think better than previous one…I really happy for him….At last, he married.All of our relative been waiting to drink his tea ( xi jiu)…Now feel relief and now waiting my 2nd husband to get marry ( my first husband buddy, cousin also same age as him)- After lost contact wit 1st hubby more close to him and de same case happen got my 2nd hubby. But this one, might need to wait longer, he not even have a gf o wat can I say tak pernah pak toh( I guess so)….So as a little wife I also wish he could quickly get marry then I can be free, hahaha ^o^….
My hubby wedding I din do much thing just be the camera women( the only lady taking pic,macam so lapan)so I manage to take many pic.

Take at wedding dinner while waiting food to come, the hand behind me was my bro =.=”


My little nephew (cousin daughter) is she cute. Only 2 ½ years old. Fast learner, very suka she calls “leng chai n leng lui n jie jie”. She will say whatever u asks her say.


My cousin bro( my hubby bro)…he look quite ‘pretty’ up close.
But here look like a freak u.u . Cause he drunk liao. Haha – lucky I manage to tangkap him to take pic wit me,..smart me n.n


Take at de hotel after the wedding dinner.
Is she look pretty,my hubby Pandai pilih. Me is a good example.Hehe

~ Wish them happily ever after~ n quickly born a cute baby give me play u.u
All the Best.

The Day

These few days I been goin thru meaningless day, my exam has come just left 10 hours but i have no feeling to it, not even a fear that a student should have...felt that my life have change into a fearless world, till now I not even study a single word not just my MUET but also my mid-exam , All the promise I have keep have gone with the day. As time pass by, the day has come before I manage to escape and yet I have to DEAL with it One on One.There only a dead and living.. There's nothing to be afraid of but yourself, my biggest fear is u.
9.19 pm, I have just receive a pic msg from my fren wishing me good luck in my exam.The first bless i receive,.9.31 pm, my mum come in and scolded me for not studying but play pc..i wonder what is the past and present. Is all in my mind, there no pass or present but future. Its been waiting long for me to come with an open hand.Till now, Have i reach the future that could bring me happiness and meaningful to prove that I still living here..A little organism standing in the middle of nowhere protected by a guardian angel . The world that full of danger .My journey will never end till the end of the day .

All Good Things (Come To An End)
Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

One day off....

yeah...holiday, althought just one day but is enough for me.But i don't feel like holidaying cause got My biggest War for this saturday....mr.MUET ( Malaysia University English Test) ,I hate Inggerishi ,really wanted to say it loud D@MN O_O" .Ya , I admit my english is not bad until " banana goreng "??? . altought I get band 4 for my trial ( highest band 6)but is still not enough for me. Cause i not satisfied wit de teacher marking scheme (cacat punya)...The faith is in my hand,(speechless)....better speak more " chicken sausage" for the last minute stand( i think i can't stand any longer..Mid-exam is coming...on my b'day again -flashback~~~~~~It been like this since I was 13....every year b'day also on exam week except or last year cause haven't start skol yet.sigh,haih......~~I haven even prepare yet, my last exam was so Sh*t .Now, I dunno wat to do.Just prepare or the worse worse....Wish me luck. Be not afraid of exam,believe that study is worth doin it,
your belief will create the fact..

Sorry guys???

Yo Yo Yo.....wat'sup (O.O" oh, today i minum sup ekor,sedap @,@ wakaka) =.="~ THE!....nvm, its ok, watever..At last , I at least have a few minute break before " The WAR btw mr.Math mrs.Chem ms.Bio n Pekpek" ....(ya ya, the weapon is....paper, pen,calculator and don't forget ur brain too, Ahaha)...=.=" not funny at all, u so pandai then u do la si celaka! ( =.=* heng!>>>>run away)
Today is one man show>>>>the PEKPEK show...Talk bout man....hmm....I actually not discriminate toward man but THEY are really USElessss!!!....Ek Hmmmm(serious)....And now on, at least my so called "look down" them have a litlle bit bit change la....The story is macam ni,this wednesday having my ping pong activity, reach there late,very pai seh cause normally I reach tepat pd masanya but today got business to be done..Let me short cut it . Reach there found out the door knop to take the table is gone O.O (so ganas)...the guys trying to open it but try n try also cant( useless ,Stup!d)....Then in their mind was "good good can balik rumah" (d*mn pandai betul).....Wanted to show my *~The Pekpek power~* o.o but i also cant figure it how to open( need some time to mengkaji & better dont cause nanti guys no "face", malu betul if i manage to open".....Biar them cari jalan...jln is cari cikgu,so lame...Later on O.O hero has come to save the world(so kua)....somebody manage to open after struggle bout 15 minute.....but i dunno siapa open it cause i (ordered) pergi cari cikgu....then someone told me bout it....Hehe..In conclusion, I would like to say sorry, guy! ...I was wrong , mayb in this world there still have some havent extinct de dinosours( my dad is one of it)~the End~

Lab!!! careful girls

Friday….bad luck ( I had a bad bay, singing sad song just turn it around, u had a bad day)but got lucu case happen….today got chemistry practical on lab. Doin chromatography exp…Using a 1000ml of cylinder measure(huge) to done the expt…First of all, we need to rinse it wit distill water while rinsing on the washing tub, Pek Pek and her fren both cylinder tak sengaja bang on each other..Ops, my cylinder base pecah liao t.t .Then teacher ask us to pay RM7.50, so my fren saids we paid half half cause she had the responsibility causing this accident…I pay the money to the lab assistant but she say the cylinder still can be use just the base pecah only(yahoo no need to pay liao)…continue my expt( the pecah cylinder put on teacher table as a prove)……while waiting the expt for the result , teacher take de pecah cylinder ask the pembantu makmal whether need to pay o not then she bring de cylinder back to the table then say “ still can use then no need to pay lo”( u are so lucky man!) and put on the table suddenly “prang”……O.o the cylinder pecah again , the base already pecah ¼ but now jadi ½ liao, unable to stand(cannot use liao) …most funny is the whole class also ask teacher to pay until teacher very “pai she”….but she got pay o not ….i dunno la,( teacher pecah it no need to pay one). This prove that THAT cylinder is very fragile even teacher so careful also tak sengaja broke it…Mean I not kasar u.u ….is the cylinder problem( ya….too old liao ,very rapuh)……But I admit in lab should be careful toward all the apparatus….Learn from my mistake( ya , u should)